Hah ha, I hear that. My life has been ruined too, mostly by ADD, dyslexia, bullying at a young age, followed by social anxiety, followed by drug abuse, alcoholism, and yes I too have dabbled in industrial musics among others…
I’ve had encounters with some of those things. But for all my most persistent problems, I can’t blame anyone but myself (and maybe my parents here and there), which is the tough part to swallow. I’d say my challenges began with being nearly killed off several times by an off-the-charts nasty case of childhood asthma, which destroyed my social life - imagine thinking you’re going to go to the emergency room every time you laugh heartily - and my subsequent need to over-do everything in life when I grew out of this. I wanted to do anything and everything now that I was “really” alive and that’s led to some poor, short-sighted moves.
But really, I had to ask because there is this friend of mine who had a coworker/friend name Thomaz who he spoke of that was big on Ministry, and who lived near us in the Chicago region. (Imagine that, a Polish guy named Thomasz in the Chicago region?! Get the hell out!)
A confession - I added the extra ‘z’ to the end of my name as kind of tribute to a recently fallen friend and mentor, the Polish composer Zbigniew Karkowski. But I was kind of an ‘adopted’ Czech / Pole for the time I was in those countries, though it isn’t in my genes.
Anyway so this guy was a heavy drinker and really into Ministry and other similar musics from what I hear, but apparently he went sober, got married, and became a born-again Christian, so I was wondering if you were that guy and had “relapsed” into sin again. [;)]
Guess you aren’t that guy, but pleased to meet you anhow
I’m definitely not a born-again Christian haha…unless, of course, someone wants to throw millions of dollars my way to form a phony evangelical band a la Eric Cartman’s “Faith +1.”