[reply]My fave is superfuturisticsexspambot ( Sami ).
Sami is one of those timeless sad people…a nymphette at twelve, a sexpot at sixteen, a hag at thirty-five with a kid.
I like her too but not for the reasons you do. I think she’s pretty no matter what other crap she has going on… going on aesthetics only, she’s cute. But i did find her patronizingly funny when she was telling mysfit that it was ok to be fat even though she was still like “I’ll never be like that but it’s fantastic that you are. it’s so beautiful”
Late,
grmpysmrf[/reply]
Firstly Jizzwad I’ll deal with you…
On your mind much?
I mean for someone who claims to not like me, you certainly spend quite a lot of your time getting to know stuff about me, I’m suspect you do it one-handed too [;)]
I mean I’m sure on here you will spout your noise about how you wouldn’t want me even if my shit was made of gold, but when you are at home playing ‘beat the clock’ with the porn channel preview it’s a different story I’m sure
you can run along now, go see if you can find a new picture of me, see if you can live up to your name.
go on…
There’s a good boy!!
Now to you grmpysmrf!
I’m really disappointed. I mean, I thought we were cool, yet on here you want to make out I’m some mindless shallow retard who gets some kind of kick out of demeaning my friends.
Well excuse the fuck out of me for being pretty!!!
Mysfyt IS my friend, I would NEVER patronise her!
Maybe I need to explain why I feel the way I do…
Confidence based on aesthetic standards is dictated by what peoples perceptions of beauty is.
In my case, people expect me to look a certain way. I don’t feel confident if I feel that people are judging me negatively based on the fact that they have seen me look better. The way I look has become my prison and my ‘high maintenance’ way of life is more like my sentence involving many struggles with low self esteem, social anxiety and an eating disorder. I do find Mysfyt beautiful, she has the cutest smile ever and she radiates happiness and loves life. I look like ‘Industrial Barbie’ ([:P] ) and lose the plot totally if I gain a few pounds and wont go out until it’s gone.
Now tell me… who would be more fun to date??
It’s not me thats for sure